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Skip the goodbyes, please.

Tuesday, December 22 11:54:00 PM




We drive tonight and you are by my side. We're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever. The time flies by, with the sound of your voice. Its close to paradise, with the end surely near. And if i could only stop the car and hold on to you. And never let go (and never let go), I'll never let go (I'll never let go). As we round the corner to you house, you turned to me and said, "I'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent." And i want to speak these words but i'll just bite my tongue. And accept "someday, somehow" as the words that we'll hang from.

And I.. I dont wanna speak these words. Cause I.. I dont wanna make things any worse. And I.. I dont wanna speak these words. Cause I.. I dont wanna make things any worse.

Why does tonight, have to end? Why dont we hit restart, and pause it at our favourite parts, we'll skip the goodbyes. If i had it my way, i'd turn the car around and runaway, just you and i..


Just a smile and the rain is gone.

Thursday, December 17 6:09:00 PM


Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.


It's the common test week once again. Im already done with two papers, just one more to go tomorrow. With the fact that i missed three weeks of school for the tournament in Indonesia, think i have done well to catch up with lesson for this common test. Once, a lecturer of mine advised me to withdraw from his module, so that i wont screw up my GPA badly. I refused and now im glad that i took that decision. Anyhow, the three core modules were pretty manageable, it's just that im lazy to do revision. Without proper preparation, i thought i quite ease through the first two papers.. So what if i really had studied? Regrets. Done and dusted.


Change is nature .

Tuesday, December 15 11:56:00 AM


Remy's dad: The world we live in belongs to the enemy.. We must live carefully. We look out for our own kind Remy, when all is said and done we're all we got..
Remy: NO..
Remy's dad: What?
Remy: No, Dad, I dont believe it.. You're telling me the future is, can only be more of this?
Remy's day: This, is the ways things are.. You cant change nature
Remy: Change is nature Dad, the part that we can influence.. and it starts when we decide..
Remy's dad: Where are you going?
Remy: With luck.. Forward

Above was quoted from the movie Ratatouille. It was a random movie played on Disney Channel that happened to be the channel that was tuned in on television. Upon hearing this, i was moved by it and went to find the exact words. I like it, totally.


You're the only one i wish i could forget .

Sunday, December 6 1:07:00 AM


We must always, always learn to forgive and to forget no matter the intensity and magnitude of the pain but there's one thing no one is able to avert and that is the presence of scars that were left behind, which provides perpetual reminder of the darkest moments in our lives. How do you live your whole life and forget everything with its presence in tow?

I compartmentalize memories; the good and the bad. The latter merits no recollection while the former makes me smile always.



Stay gold.


It's only words and words is all i have..

Thursday, December 3 2:02:00 PM

Words will only mean something when they are materialized.


Seems like going against a brick wall .

Monday, November 30 2:32:00 AM


Down like a best friend, two homies in the game
When you cry I wanna feel your pain
No secrets, no games
All excitement, nothing plain
Keep you happy
That's my aim
And all you gotta do girl is let me hold you .


I just wanna get to know you .

Sunday, November 29 2:18:00 PM

Down like a real man's supposed to
I never would have approached you
If I ain't have intentions on doing good
See dude, you with is so fooled
To me, girl, you're so cool
And all I'm asking you is to let me hold you.

it was you who picked the pieces up, when i was a broken soul. and then glued me back together, returned to me what others stole.